Song of the day: I know what you did last summer by Shawn Mendes and Camila Cabello. Catchy tune and wonderful feels from listening.
Anger is not just a simple 5 letter word. Anger is easily produced and felt. What i hate about it is that it can make a nice person become a bad person in a few words. It can cause miscommunications between people.
Recently, i decided to tell my mother about this boy in my school who is slacking during our project work and how angry i was about it. When i started complaining, my mother apparently has this format of complaining. By saying how i feel about the situation is apparently wrong. I ended up not saying anything and produce angry tears. It is annoying and frustrating that you are stressed from school and wanted to let out some steam by telling your family but they just do not want to listen.
My father has reached that age where people say old man starts to PMS. He asked me whether i am visiting my grandmother today and i said no because i have exams coming soon and i had tons of homework. Then he proceed to ask me what i will eat for dinner and i just reply that i would go out to buy something back later. He left without saying anything and begin to be angry for no reason. Of course i couldn't do anything. What does he expect? It is like i cannot even decide on what i need to do. I try to prioritize my time to study for the upcoming exams and apparently it is wrong. WOW. Like seriously ALL MY FAULT.
Of course i know being angry is no use. Communication is the key. It doesn't mean that both parties are willing to communicate but aren't willing to listen. It means both parties listen and communicate at the same time. Putting each other in each other's shoes. The thing is why can't parents do that? I understand that they experience more than us and stuff but sometimes they think we are living their old life and everything must be according to what they went through so they don't see the need to listen.
Besides parents, i am pretty angry with the guy i mentioned above as he does not even see our project work as an important task. Even if we gave him the easiest job he still does not do it and claims that he does not know how. Being short tempered, i was ranting to my other group mates and they were doing the same. We rant to each other and i felt that i was being mean. However, it is really unbearable to work with such people and if i could, i would get another member.
But what to do when life gives you lemons? Just try to make the best of it.
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Here are for you lovely people!
