Gummy Worms

Song of the day: Writing's on the wall by Sam Smith. His voice is just so god damn smooth.

Today my poly clique is celebrating one of the girl's birthday and it didnt go well. As usual, no initiative in some of them. It is always the usual few that do it instead of the others. My friend and i arrived outside our class to prepare the surprise. However when we enter and started to sing the birthday song, only one of them bother to join and the rest just clapped. Very soon our other classmates joined in. I am annoyed at the fact that only one of my friends sang the birthday song which is the easiest part of the whole thing. And it is annoying when they don't even bother to help yet they can't even complete a simple task.

Moreover i don't really like the girl a lot either but at least i thought of a proper gift that she might like. I made a card for her. I paid her gift first. I wrapped her gift and had to bring it all the way to tampines from yishun with a sprained ankle and the others can't even do a simple task? It is really ridiculous.

Currently i am having a class with a rude teacher who gets on everyone's nerves and she is being unpleasant. She is boring and thinks highly of herself. Many of my classmates dislike her so much that they don't even bother to attend her class today.

I feel like recently everyone is trying to get on my nerves these few days or maybe ever since school started. I am either tired or pissed off every single day and it sickens me that i let people ruin my mood. But what can i do when i am a person who is easily affected.

Oh well. Have a great day though people. Don't ever let anyone affect you. It is hard but it is worth it. Trust me.

Song of the day: WILD by Troye Sivan.
It is quite a meaningful song and it has a really lovely tune.

Quite awhile ago, my second elder sister and i had an outing at east coast park. The reason why we went there was because she worked somewhere near there. I met her in the afternoon at her work place, sort of. I wasn't sure how to get there so i dropped off at the wrong bus stop and walked for quite a distance and we met halfway. We went to the nearby mall to get some hair products my sister needed which smells good surprisingly. Next, we went to eat at Maki-san, a sushi place where you get to choose what to put in your sushi and they will make it for you. It is really tasty and filling.

Okay, maybe not. After that my sister and i got KFC to bring over to the park to eat. We took photos there and had much fun.










 We went cycling next for an hour because we took a very long time to get to the bicycle rental area and we need to leave for dinner. On the way, we took more pictures.



We had a lot of fun on the way back too. We pass by this little road and took some pictures again.




 However, going to the beach after a long time really made me happier than i was before and it is one of the things i did during the holiday that i would miss a lot. Well, it is mainly because of my parents who keeps working and couldn't go for a family outing for a long long time and my sister decided to bring me to the park, since she is working near one. I am thankful that at least i get to do some stuff before using my holiday for work.

Thank you for reading and have a magnificent day guys! :)





Some pictures for you guys to enjoy. :)

It is 2 a.m. in the morning, and i just finished watching white chicks. I am exhausted but i cannot sleep at all. This is not the first time i guess, these few nights are crap.

During my exam period, i always think "i HAVE to take a break or i will just break down anytime after that." Well i did not relax enough i guess. I am emotionally unstable so just watching any movie might make me cry which really sucks. I actually cried at the cinema when i was watching a cartoon with my mother. I CRIED WATCHING A CARTOON! How the hell do i do such things? I have no idea. When i reached home and watched the Locked Away music video, that's when the tears flow out continuously. I have no idea why i cry, i am assuming that the content made me sad OR i can relate to the content and i feel hurt or something.

Sometimes i can feel my heart like pounding so hard, it is going to explode. Sometimes i can feel it breaking apart and i can really feel it being ripped and the pain. Sometimes i cannot even feel anything.

I know i am messed up.

I want to say fuck it.

But it is killing me.

Guess i can't just fuck it.

I decided to blog today after doing a lot of thinking but first, song off the day: Locked away. Feel free to go to the side and have a listen. I feel that many people can relate to this song because of the lyrics. I'm just going to talk about one part.