1st August Throughout my past 19 years, i have never dream of anything normal. The most recent dream i had was that i was dating a black dude. So the thing is i like black guys because they are really cool and really chill, have nothing against them or anything. In the dream, we were spending time together and i was feeling very...
Fifth day of July, i went for physio in the morning. It hurts a lot. I did a strength test and felt so weak after the whole session. It was tiring and i almost could not walk home. I keep thinking about how you would comfort me and thought about the times where you show so much concern for me. Then i went...
First day of July and I am already crying like a pathetic piece of shit. Missing you a lot, missing us a lot. Remembered telling you that if you want something, do something about it. And look at us now. Not even talking. Not even friends. Thought about the past, how i am willing to go through hell with you and not even...
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I don't know
I could fall, or I could flyHere in your aeroplaneAnd I could live, I could dieHanging on the words you sayAnd I've been known to give my allAnd jumping in harder thanTen thousand rocks on the lakeSo don't call me babyUnless you mean itDon't tell me you need meIf you don't believe itSo let me know the truthBefore I dive right into you...
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I start to
When it all ended, i started to cry. I started to give up on all hope of being happy again. All those sleepless nights, puffy eyes and thoughts of getting you back. Fast forward to a month later, we are talking again. Trying to fix something broken. Try to make things okay again. But somethings don't ever get fixed. Sometimes, they are meant...
Physiotherapy: the treatment of disease, injury or deformity by physical methods such as massage, heat treatment, and exercise rather than by drugs or surgery. My knee has been hurting for a really long time and i never really went to actually find out the reason why it is hurting so much. About 8 months ago, i went back for training with my friends....
I had a blog last time but there were some issues with it and i couldn't login to write posts anymore so i have decided to create this new account to post. There are still many stories in the past that i wrote which i feel are quite interesting and i guess i am going to post them here. (Edited of course) So...
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ผมรักคุณ
Hey you. How have you really been? I hope everything is okay on your side. You seem to be doing fine without me. Is there someone new? I hope you are happy. I just miss those times where you complain to me how tired you are, or just you telling me how your day went. I miss those times where you just tell...
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Give
He was a very giving person. He gave me happiness every single day. Ensuring that i smile every single moment. He would always try his best to make me happy. Even it means coming down in the middle of the night to cheer me up at my lowest point. He gave me a lot of love. Yes, love. All those hugs although he...
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My story
It's not always easy being the youngest in the family. Many people always feel that the youngest is the most pampered, the most loved in the family. News flash, that does not always happen. I know what you are thinking. You have a place to live, you have food and clothes, you have most of the things that less fortunate people don't. Why...
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Drama
New story! This incident happened on the 23th Feb and i started writing on the 24th Feb but i got lazy so please understand that when i say yesterday i meant 23th Feb. :D Yesterday i went for work at Singapore Expo. And for people who are unaware, i occasionally work for TungLok, sometimes as a Service Crew sometimes as a Bento Packer....
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Blame
I am back with a new post. Today i am going to write about what i experienced for the past few days regarding one of my school projects. I am currently studying a module called Travel and Tour Business. The coursework grades for that has came out a few days ago so this is what happen. My friend told me we got a...
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Lost
What do you now? When you have done so much from the start Tolerating the pain, hurt and confusion from everything. Sometimes it just feels like you are walking on eggshells, trying to please the person you love the most, someone important. You are always there for the person. You feel so lonely. Slowly you feel that your world is tearing apart. You...
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Broken
Are there just times where you feel cheated? How someone can say that he loves you so much at one point and tries to end things with you at another point? Does the person really love you from the start? You really don't want to doubt the person. Why? Easy. You love the person. You don't want to doubt the person's love in...
This incident happened on the first day of new year. So, I had just ended a relationship about a month ago and i have told my parents about it. My father had no comments because he is quiet like that. My mother just asked me why and i just gave her a simple reason. Fast forward to new year. By this time, my...
I feel that there are so many things happening that causes me to not post anything at all. A quick update about the whole entire month of January. I think the first thing that sucked a lot was the fight in my group. No, not the physical fight of course. You know how girls can get super bitchy and start to stir shit...
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2017
I am aware that the last post i made was on July, the end of July. It has been a long time since i posted things here and during the period of time i have not posted, i was dealing with many "issues" (Let's just call it that.) Yes, i was in a relationship with my best friend. As you can see, "was"...
